You don’t deserve my jaded texts, I told you it was okay to go see someone else. But I also asked to be kept in the loop of honesty. And my calls and texts were ignored, once again I’m the fool..

How can I be okay with you seeing other people when I’m still in love with you? When you still sleep in my bed? When I ask for honesty and am promised then ignored?

You want us to meet both ways. To reach an understanding. But your understanding ignores how I feel. What you say and do aren’t the same. I can’t move on from a tug and pull.

I’m coming half way now. I’m meeting you there. Were not lovers. So we can’t be friends.